I've been trying really hard, as I do every few weeks, to be happy and pleasant. But the truth is I just feel numb. Maybe it's all the drugs the doctors have me on for my neurological problems, or maybe it's just that I don't give a shit anymore.
I have no life. I sit at this computer day-after-day sending out my resume. I go to interview after interview that amount to nothing. I just wonder why?
Why do I have to feel this way -- you know, like I'm a loser or something?
It's dragging me down in a way that I'd hoped it wouldn't. Sometimes you just have too much to deal with and it makes you a little sad.
So, I'm a little sad.
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